Bad Karma

2006-09-28T01:24:00.000Z

Answer to does God exist?

This is my response to a forum in which the question was posed. Its just my simple reflections on the large concept of such a question. The forum was from communities.com, I recommend it as a site that hosts some interesting discussion.

The question if God exists is enormous.

What is God? If you are faithful and have a conviction to that faith you can often only describe God as you see it or understand it. Therefore the evidence of hate and war in history is evident between those that call God by another name.

The largest group is Christian and Muslim - who actually worship the same God - Allah means God in traditional english.

God is for want of a better word. It is a word that describes in general a presence or essence to the cosmos to all of creation, a thing that is all of us, inherent in all matter and energy. Symbolised by the Father - but also symbolised by the Mother. It is a non sexual being that covers all of humanity and all that surrounds it.

If such a power and being is in existence then it is clear to me we are all wrong on its definition. As Bhuddists argue with the Hindu argue with the Jew argue with the Muslim who themselves bicker with the Moslem and in turn argue with the Christian who denounced and argue with the Pagan and so forth

Therefore no religion is right, or perhaps wrong. The message or conveyance of a message is of a unity and a love that is unsurpassed and universal in its own right. Are we really attempting to reach that? Does history show us that our primary concern is for the love and the ability to forgive and reach out to embrace our brothers and sisters no matter their hate?

If that was true 911 would have resulted in the most remarkable turning of the cheek ever. It would have resulted in the efforts to gather the world and sit down and embrace each other. Analyse our concerns our hopes and fears and reach out together in an effort to allow us all to live together and feed ourselves and attain a love for each other we have never yet found.

But it did not. Just under 3000 people died and as a result over 350 000 people have died since.

We continue to hate and fear.

Is this not wrong is this not what our faiths and our ideals should give us the courage to overcome?

Science - rather ironically is on the verge of discovery of the thing described as God. It exists in physics. Already research applications are being made to develop particle colliders to study such things as the particle B Sub s Meson. This particle exists between two worlds - the world of energy and matter - it crosses between them at over 3 trillion times per second. The CERN research facility holds the largest HADRON collider and is actively attempting to find and show the Higgs Bosun particle. This is termed the GOD particle.

The reason this is significant is that particle physics is on the verge of being able to show the world the universe has an infinite energy that is immortal and can never die. That energy is the cause the essence of every single thing we can perceive. It is our rock and stone and wood. It is our flesh our blood our hate and fear, and our love. It exists for us and in spite of us. It is what we have come to know and describe as our love. It is, for want of a better word, God.

Ironcially now science and the actions of quantum physics is the only realm trying truly to reach out and discover its own faith. So much religion is bogged down by sectarianism and argument of its past, its lineology, its artifacts to the past. These are all things made of the free will of man.

To open up takes the greatest courage. Which faith shall be first to suggest perhaps it is not all right and correct? Because if it was, would not every man and woman see the truth? And if it was righteous how can so many now and in our past have died in the name of God. Does God ask for your death? Does God ask for you to kill in its name? Is Love not the conquerable force that can break through all barriers?

For I, I for one, want to believe.

But first we need to let down those greatest barriers of all which is the doctrines of our own faiths and judgements. History and the world today, each and every passing day, is the proof that we are not truly understanding that which is God. The symbology of Christ on the Cross is one element to this. How many of us are prepared to sacrifice all, and commit ourselves to Adonai? How many of us are ready to lay down our arms of belief and iconology to seek out the true God. The God that exists for all mankind and not just those who gather under one name, one religion, one ideaology? How many of us are ready to take on the quest of truth for all mankind?

2006-09-18T07:23:00.000Z

Pennsylvania : Arteryonline Pictures from Tom Holmes Exhibit

The following pictures are from an art exhibit created by Tom Holmes. www.tomholmes.com

It was on display at the Arteryonline gallery in Pennsylvania through late July to August.

www.arteryonline.com

Tom had asked me to use my video - End of the World that I created some time ago. When I say created. of course edited and put together. Obviously its the song by REM and I did not shoot the footage to it. The exhibit was non profit and no monies were made from its display. I also take no credit for the video content at all. I simply put the pieces together. The room was made up with various video pieces Tom had gathered on similar political themes to create an atmosphere of almost internet terrorists perhaps. Trapped audio and video that spoke out against the world but also were contained by it.

Great idea - I would have liked to have been there to see the whole room and get the feel of the place. However it all went well and through Tom I was told of very positive feedback on my video edit. So here is a few pics from the exhibit. My video was running on a constant loop over and over on the laptop. Below embedded is the original full End of the World video also.

Freezer and Ice Display

Window Frame Display

Suspect Terrorist Window Frame

Laptop display showing my video edit (End of the World)

Close up of Laptop display

"The End of the World"

full video as shown from my youtube space

2006-09-12T19:56:00.000Z

911 Resources

This is simply to give a collective group of video and weblinks regarding the 911 issues at this time. I ask anyone of intrerest in this to thoroughly look into the gathered information. Then wonder how on earth it is possible for the worlds media to simply turn a blind eye to the evidence presented.
Whether you believe or not such a thing could be engineered and orchestrated, I ask simply you question why it has never been investigated. Because simply it is all false?
And again when asking such questions do not allow yourself to be caught up in the 911 moment. But think of the past. Think of the breaking scandals of the past in governments where conspiracy at the highest levels were revealed.

The Iran Contra affair
Nixon and the watergate affair
The recent Enron affair
Or even the recent false allegations made against George Galloway and the entire Oil for Food program

It is an absolute fact that corruption and lies run hand in hand with governments. Bear this in mind when you simply consider is it possible that 911 was used for other means. Is such a thing possible?

These links are simply to help people review the case and there is some of the best documentary work here that you will not see on mainstream television.

VIDEOS and Documentary

These links are in no particular order although i do recommend Loose Change. Links are correct at time of publishing this post but the main websites also offer streaming video.

http://video.google.co.uk/videoplay?docid=-5946593973848835726&q=911

Loose Change 2nd Edition on google video 1hr 21mins -

Website : http://www.loosechange911.com/

http://video.google.co.uk/videoplay?docid=-3498980438587461603&q=911

911 Eyewitness on google video 1hr44mins

Website: http://www.911eyewitness.com/

http://video.google.co.uk/videoplay?docid=1951610169657809939&q=911

9/11 Revisted on google video 56mins

Website: http://911revisited.com/

http://video.google.co.uk/videoplay?docid=5239334224660559722&q=911

911 In Plane Sight 1hr 12mins

Website: http://www.911inplanesite.com/

http://video.google.co.uk/videoplay?docid=-1016720641536424083&q=911+press+for+truth

911 Press for Truth 1hr 24mins

Website: http://www.911pressfortruth.com/

http://video.google.co.uk/videoplay?docid=8797525979024486145&q=911

The Truth and Lies of 911 2hrs 17mins

Website: http://www.fromthewilderness.com/

http://video.google.co.uk/videoplay?docid=-6495462761605341661&q=911

Martial Law 9/11:Rise of the Police State 2hrs 35mins

Website: http://www.infowars.com/

http://video.google.co.uk/videoplay?docid=-5403286136814574974&q=911

David Shayler views on 911

Website: www.911truthbristol.com

http://video.google.co.uk/videoplay?docid=-6529813972926262623&q=911

The Great Conspiracy

Website: http://www.greatconspiracy.ca/

http://video.google.co.uk/videoplay?docid=3401925678922201999&q=911

911 Truth - Boogieman Video

Website: www.stlouisr.netams

911 Mysteries - 1hr 30mins

Website: http://www.911mysteries.com

http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-6708190071483512003

2006-09-06T03:55:00.000Z

Its All Gone to Hell

This may all seem unlikely perhaps but even though I am far too tired of late to be writing all of this, this has to go down. I have been reading over various linked news items and after watching rather disturbing details regarding Israel's activities since 911 I fear something I once did not quite believe.

I assumed we would gradually use this invented war on terror to settle borderlines and adapt a new world in the meantime. However, now, it is highly possible world war three is going to solve it.

I still have a bit of faith in the various groups involved in global politics that such a thing will not happen, but at the same time, sadly some things now indicate preparation is under way.

Okay. First.

America has successfully tested its new long range ballistic missile interception program. This has been an ongoing military project with a budget of 10 Billion per year since around 1983!

You may remember the 1980s and the arguments for the Star Wars program. A defence system that allows one side to gain first strike capability.

Nuclear warfare.

You may know the term nuclear deterrent. This is actually developed from the Cold War and the eventual agreements reached which was termed - MAD. Mutual Assured Destruction. Nuclear weapons of the largest states performed a functionary action that in the fact that both sides have them means you cannot easily win a nuclear war. Hence you are forced into longer more costly options to defeat your enemy. This effectively is a stalemate and forces a peace of sorts between the largest players.

Some may think no that's not true these are madmen in power and they would just nuke anyways. Wrong! The tests of the 50s and 60s developed the understanding of radioactivity and pollution realising the fact that you cannot go for a full scale nuclear strike.

Why?

I suppose you could hide underground, yes? You could have large bases and hide your main strength until the nuclear war has passed? No. Evidence for this. . .

The town of Pripyat where the Chernobyl reactor failed. This small city is a ghost town. The radiation levels and contamination of the area mean Russia have not even scheduled the city for demolition and rebuilding for some time. How long do you think? 50 years maybe?

600 years! Because of the half life of the contaminates the environment is so harmful in areas to humans that not even its clean up is scheduled for 600 years! You can go check that up if you wish.

So fact. During the 50s and 60s we learned quickly that nuclear warfare is not an option we wish to go into. MAD - Mutual Assured Destruction is the stalemate that we retain enough nuclear capability to ensure we can decimate our enemy to timescales of 600 years. But they also do the same to us. Therefore we have a nuclear deterrent.

However. The passion for war it seems is finally realising itself. The missile shield defence system offers America a reasonable umbrella of protection. This defence could technically allow America to gamble on the fact that above all else they will come out best in any nuclear attack.

This is a very grave form of defence as now America threatens all other countries with its capability.

Bear in mind since the star wars issues and the 80s nuclear arms have been working to be reduced, while at the same time, the development of a missile shield has been growing. Less nuclear warheads equals higher probability and capability of shield defences.

Many things in the last months now need juggled and held in perspective.

Iran began withdrawing all its foreign assets and effectively in an economical sense has started to dig in.

North Korea has successfully tested its ICBM capability. Iran have also developed its Shahab 3 missiles. As well as successfully reprocessing Uranium which allows for the development of weapons grade material.

North Korea are also underway preparing their first underground nuclear test.

Hugo Chavez of Venezuela has been rallying support in various countries within the south americas and the middle east.

Here is the worrying fact regarding this altogether. Various countries are currently telling us that there is no military option being prepared against Iran and its nuclear ability.

Well that's quite obvious why. Western forces are stretched in the occupation of Afghanistan and Iraq. Id like to remind you Afghanistan fought the soviets for 10 years and Iraq fought Iran for 10 years also. Both countries are hard to police and control even with the might of western military.

Iran is a very large country with a very determined populace who are much more well equipped than Iraq was ever. In fact Iran considerably reduced much of Iraqs weaponry.

So for the west to go in there right away would stretch our forces even further and in terms of the UK and USA both countries would perhaps have to reconsider the draft as an option. And right at this present moment its unlikely that would go down too well with the public.

The density of information regarding 911 is growing and growing as we reach the 5th year since the event. It is now becoming blatantly evident that a large scale coverup has been perpetrated and the photographic and video evidence available on the internet has not diminished. It has flooded now with many sites and videos and documentaries with complete and total contradictory evidence against the official story raised and its explanations.

The pressure is on for a large distraction to remind us all we are fighting evil and to commit us again to the cause.

Israel's own government has said the following . . .

"In the past we prepared for a possible military strike against IranÂs nuclear facilities,

but IranÂs growing confidence after the war in Lebanon means we have to prepare for a full-scale war, in which Syria will be an important player."

Iran and Syria signed a military pact together June 15th this year.

To go to war in this region requires a hard hitting strike on its largest player - Iran. That I believe will be nuclear.

But to achieve this requires the worlds first terrorist nuclear attack. More than likely on American home soil.

The passion caused by 911 and the rallying of the troops hurtling off into Afghanistan and Iraq, I am sure we all remember.

Can you imagine Americas response when not 3000 but anything up to 100000 will be killed or injured in a nuclear event?

A device large enough to produce a Hiroshima scale attack can now be in a box no bigger than a fridge, or even a tv set.

We are being told constantly of this threat and all we need is for it come true and for us to be told Iran did it. Then full scale war in the Middle East is possible. This will allow the securing of the Khuzestan oil province by America. It will allow Israel to totally dominate the Palestinian problem. And will put Syria into the stoneage.

The fact America have the defence shield capability will help secure Israel from nuclear threats. And also make sure that China and Russia cannot even think about escalating the issue.

And after the worst terrorist attack ever happens - Civilians nuked live on tv, who is going to stand in Americas way? After all they will be fighting for all of us won`t they ? And all our freedoms?

I cannot see any other possibilities at the moment. I am almost sure the wheels are in motion to initiate a full scale conflict in the Middle East.

Remember for 5 years there has been nothing from Al Queda even comparable to 911. And if you are led to believe it is because of our security and intelligence thats all stopping it from happening now, then im surprised. You under estimate an organisation that pulled off the greatest attack ever in terrorism history. If you think Osama did it!

Id like to add a very important point. Again go look this up if you think such a thing is untrue.

2 months prior to 911 Israel warned America of Al Qudea cells working in the states and imminent attack. Up to 200 cells.

In the 2 years after 911 2001 America uncovered one of the largest spy networks ever.

Around 200 Israeli MOSSAD operatives in america spying on americans and arabs!

On the day of 911 - 5 men were arrested - they had been photographing the towers and the collapse - and were dancing and laughing. Celebrating.

These men were Israelis - MOSSAD secret service.

They had with them in the van they were standing on top of to get better pictures:

Over 4500 dollars.

Box Cutters

False Arabic Saudi Passports

And when the van was sniffed by dogs - they reacted to explosives scent.

These men were detained for a while but no evidence was placed against them of involvement in 911. Yet one of them later had said they were there to document the event! But how could you be there for the event unless you knew it was going to happen.

Again go check that out if you think no way.

http://www.sundayherald.com/37707

Fact is Israel are growing impatient of its neighbours and will make sure we assist them by whatever means necessary.

The motto of MOSSAD is - By way of deception thou shalt do war.

Israel are running this war on terror with agents of MOSSAD. Israel have nuclear weapons. It is only a matter of time before another arab nation is blamed for the work of MOSSAD.

A large scale war is required and it would appear America have in place its new defences to scale things up.

911 is a farce! Simple logic and science refutes most of its claims and hence the growing effort and work by people to shout out and call hoax. Its sad 3000 people have died of course, but the way they died, how they died, has not been answered and thats starting to hit home across the world and in America.

Its time for something so big, it`ll make us forget 911 quickly......

2006-08-25T01:15:00.000Z

I`m A Believer

This video is released to YouTube to commemorate the coming 9th anniversary of the 31st August 1997 when the Princes of Wales was executed. Yes indeed I am a believer and I will say it again, she was executed. It is my belief and simply that. I believe she did not die from her injuries sustained in the accident. I believe she was more than likely injected at the scene within a minute of the accident. As was Dodi and Henri Paul. The patsy in place was Mr Rees-Jones. And still to this day remains the plausible patsy should any other evidence arise that foul play was involved.
My main reason for this conclusion is quite simple in the facts and statements learned in the 2 weeks prior to the accident. Diana herself had told the press she would have "something to knock their socks off." This being ironically her fatal mistake and she just could not keep her mouth shut. Also she was under MI6 surveillance for her security as well as the interests of others. This was the time when the operation went ahead with utmost urgency, and is also why it was rather untidy and rash. Risky but it was an absolute priority.

Why?

On the 30th August Dodi had collected the engagement ring from a jewelers in Paris around 6 30 pm. He was elated and in high spirits. Mainly as he intended a great week in Paris with Diana, and further I believe, he had learned of her pregnancy.
This is why the operation went ahead so quickly. Surveillance knew this the ring was bought. If nothing had happened you can bet around the 1st or 2nd of September the engagement would be announced and Dianas pregnancy also. This would have caused a massive stir throughout the world.

Why?

Think about it. As soon as Diana says the words I am pregnant that means the future King of England has a half Muslim brother. The Merovingian bloodline is tainted!
Also if anything at all happened to Diana after such an announcement, who would believe in an accident?
If you also read anything or look at past interviews of Diana on television. I am sure you may agree her character would reflect in that she knew when she said the words "will knock your socks off", how much such an event would rock the Royal Family.
Tragically, she should have said earlier. Even more tragically she wanted the time on her own like any other person would. To love Dodi, to share as private a time as they could. To commit to each other and the future together as a family. To even just get her head round it.
She was so paranoid about plots this kept her secretive. And this secrecy of this event was known. Overheard. Monitored and watched.
The urgency was there that something had to happen. And the accident operation went into place.

During the short time before leaving the hotel at around 12.20pm August 31st. Henri Paul is not around. He is gone for 3 hours.
Henri Paul had 75000 pounds placed into his bank accounts on that night. He was being paid but had no idea what for. I believe Henri was set up by those acting as media as the request for photography was so high. As far as Henri knew on the night he would drive not the chosen normal route back to the apartment, but would be signaled to take the tunnel. He agreed and he took the photo money. He had no idea it was to set him up to take them to the kill zone.
Remember this is an operation of reasonably clever planning. The tunnel provides cover from CCTV as well as cover from satellite. It is not just our own governments and interests that can photograph from above. And also mobile phones don’t usually work in tunnels too well.
Henri Paul was set up to acknowledge the change of route and not take the Champs Elysee. The most direct and quickest route.
Point to note here - if you think this was because he was escaping photographers on mopeds you have never ridden a moped! The Mercedes was already well away from the pursuing press at this time. The press KNOW where Dodis apartment is and would have headed naturally along the champs elysee to his apartment. There was no real need to escape photographs when your the princess of wales. It is simply a minor irritant. And the objective is to get quickly home, inside, doors closed and curtains drawn.

So the car was already away from the press at this time. The Mercedes was being followed by 2 cars and a motorcycle. This was witnessed by Mohammed Rabouille a cab driver. They were followed so closely at around 65mph that Rabouille thought it was an escort.
There was no cameras. No photographers leaning out windows etc. He is a cab driver. He has seen them before. They were being followed as in an escort.

Witnesses also confirm a 3rd vehicle appeared to block the road northwest up the champs elysee. At this moment - Henri Paul has no
option but to take the road to the tunnel. Check it out on a roadmap if you wish.
I believe this was a pre arranged signal to Henri Paul that he thought was earning him his 75000 paycheck. All he thought he was doing in this moment is follow the leader and assuming the cars behind him following are the press.

The next witnessed moment shows that there was concern by the pursuit vehicles. And also shows how clever the operation was. At this time they are realising that the vehicles behind are in pursuit. Dodi is therefore concerned. And Dodi is witnessed as the approach to the tunnel on his mobile phone.
Again what did I mention about the importance of the kill zone you use for the targets? What happens commonly when you hit a tunnel to your mobile transmission?

Also in this moment passing. The front passenger Mr Rees-Jones is also witnessed doing something I find odd. He puts his seatbelt on. He is an MI6 agent. They do not care about traffic lights or seatbelts. They have diplomatic immunity. Seatbelts are a time wasting device and as a bodyguard your clients safety is the utmost priority not your own.
What does that say? I do not think Rees-Jones knows that Henri Paul has been paid for what he thinks is a photo opportunity. But 2 things are in his mind. Firstly that Henri is not as alarmed by the pursuit as Dodi clearly is who is trying to get on his phone. And that the vehicles behind in pursuit to him are a threat, he is an MI6 bodyguard, hes thinking this does not look good. This to me signifies the oh shit factor happening in his mind. The oh shit factor triggering his own safety and the seatbelt is reached for.

Remember we are still in the period of time around 12.23 am the approach and road to the tunnel.

Brenda Wells witness to the car is driving on her way home. She is on the same road to the tunnel. Keep in mind planning and the fact the target must be eliminated. You cannot allow a witness to follow the Mercedes and the pursuing vehicles.
Brenda sees the Mercedes car pass, and another following it at speed. She is then distracted from the scene as her car is run off the road by two motorbikes. They pull in front forcing her to ride off the road kerbing her car. The bikes carry on followed by another car. Refer back and remember these pursuing vehicles were considered by the cab driver to look like an escort.

Brenda Wells was a British Secretary working and living in Paris at the time. Brendas statement to police is a key witness to the vehicles in pursuit of the Mercedes.
Brenda Wells since that statement was recorded by police has never been found her flat in Paris was vacated. She is now a missing person.
Still being pursued. The Mercedes approaches the entrance to the Place de l`Alma tunnel.

Witness statements state several things. The car was being pursued by at least 2 vehicles and a motorbike. One bike has accelerated and entered the tunnel ahead of the Mercedes. Also witnessed is a helicopter above the tunnel entrance high in the air.

This is the kill point.

The witnesses state the fiat uno in front of the Mercedes as it heads down the entrance brakes hard. Forcing the Mercedes over sharply to the left lane - note that. The Mercedes clips the fiat uno scraping the paint.
Witnesses see a flash very bright in the tunnel. Within a few seconds of this. Bang!
Coincident point to note from witness reports. The tunnel was very dark as the lights in the tunnel were off! And had gone off only minutes earlier.

Franck Levi - was well ahead in the tunnel at the time and stated he saw a lead motorbike with 2 riders pull directly in front of the Mercedes. He then saw a powerful flash. Then Bang!
Brian Anderson - also saw the lead motorcycle swerve in front of the Mercedes. He also stated as he passed in his taxi he and the cab driver observed a damaged motorcycle on the ground at the crash site. This was reported by CNN. However instead of taking his statement Mr Anderson had his passport confiscated by police and they never returned for his statement.

Gary Hunter - British lawyer in Paris witnessed cars leaving the tunnel
after the accident. In Garys words, " I heard a car speeding from that direction... I jumped up and saw a small dark-coloured car drive up the street with another car practically stuck to its back bumper... The first car looked like a Fiat Uno or a Renault Clio. The other car was a Mercedes... They both spun round together and sped off down the street at a suicidal pace, more than 100 miles per hour... I thought it was very strange that they were traveling so dangerously close to each other... Their behavior made me wonder exactly what they had been up to in the tunnel when the crash happened."
Mr Hunter contacted authorities on hearing the news of the crash later that very day. The authorities refused to see him, did not take his statement. But, after the story of the Fiat Uno was corroborated, only then did they ask Scotland Yard to take his statement. Two months after the accident.

Two other pedestrians gave statements that upon the entrance to the tunnel the Mercedes also swerved to avoid a black Peugeot 205. This was also never traced.

Americans, Tom Richardson and Joanna Luz were walking by the tunnel. They saw a flash and a loud bang from the tunnel and ran to see what had happened. They witnessed a man at the car taking the head of Henri Paul off the steering wheel to stop the horn from sounding. An unknown man ran towards them telling them to back off the car was going to explode.

So from all this is my take on the events that actually took place. The Mercedes was slowed by the Fiat Uno allowing catch up of the pursuit vehicles. This also forced it into the left lane. At which point the front motorbike pulls in front. The rear passenger uses a laser strobe directly on the unsuspecting Henri Paul. This is highly powerful device that will blind you and remove all co-ordination. At this very moment the car is on the left lane as the tunnel bends slightly to the right. Henri Paul blinded and totally un-coordinated simply carries on straight. Straight into the 13th pillar. Bang.
The pursuers then quickly run over to the wreck taking henri pauls head off the wheel and injecting his dead body with an alcohol solution. The ring is stolen from Dodis pocket. Rees-Jones is injected with a solution that later explains his memory loss and on the clip of him in my video you can clearly see for an MI6 officer he is very dismayed and seems out of it. Both Diana and Dodi are injected to ensure no survival. Diana however is possibly injected with materials that would explain why it took over an hour for her to get 3.7 miles to hospital. I believe again those involved were working to ensure they wiped any trace of her pregnancy.
As the paparazzi arrived the lead motorbike sped off. There was about a 3 minute window to retrieve the ring, inject the occupants, and leave. This is more than enough time. The fact that the lead motorbike speeds off as the paparazzi arrived suggests to me it took a bit longer to get the ring out of Dodis pockets due to the position and impact of the crash.

The main reason for all this was because of the engagement and the pregnancy. Can you imagine the future world where we have a war on terrorism with Islam and out future King, King William has a Muslim brother?
At all costs it could not be permitted. This is why Rees-Jones was in place and still is as the patsy. His book statements afterwards clearly show he knows better than to screw up.

The driver of the fiat uno was James Adanson I believe. He was one of the main photographers that regularly pursued Diana. I believe he was also setup to be there at the time. Hence why Henri Paul drove so close up to the Uno then swerved past. Also the Uno would have witnessed the crash right in front of it. So why did it not stop. Because Adanson was scared at what was going on and swerved past speeding out the tunnel. This explains the witness report seeing the Uno with another car driving off at high speed.
Adanson an experienced photographer no doubt lost his pursuer and as a result of having no pictures was spared for some time.
Until May 2000. He committed suicide in his locked BMW by setting it and himself on fire. However his car left a trail uphill! over and through a cow field into woodland as it burned. His body was only confirmed by dental records.

MI6 had some involvement in this operation perhaps. I believe the information reached the head of the Royal Family in various ways to discreetly inform him that Diana was pregnant to Dodi. A person he described previously as an "oily bed hopper". This man is the HRH Duke of Edinburgh, Prince Phillip.

The utmost urgency was then issued to immediately have Diana removed as it was a race against time before the information went public. Already most people believe Diana was murdered. But there is no way the pressure of public opinion could be held back if we knew a pregnant woman had just been murdered. Diana had won the hearts and minds of many people and the Family were very infuriated by this.
There are many other issues specifically with the transport of Diana I could speak of also. The conflicting statements of doctors and press on the scene. Who are still blamed for the crash. Although officially it ended with the driver Henri Paul.

In a 3 hour period to get your blood alcohol level to around 1.7 to 1.83 mg/l of blood you would have to consume around 3 bottles of wine. He also had Prozac in his system too which would add to alcohol effect.

I ask any of you willing to do this in this time span on an empty stomach as confirmed by the autopsy record.

Despite if you are a heavy drinker, a light drinker, or an alcoholic, you will barely be able to walk let alone drive. I ask you to try and then look again at the video of Henri Paul leaving the hotel. Even make a video of yourself walking the same distance. You will be lucky if you can even stand up.
The truth is a noble quest and I have the utmost respect for the tenacity of Mr Al Fayed who will not rest and pursues his own investigation. In time we can only hope that truth will emerge but I myself have doubts. An operation like this was well planned and executed especially at relative short notice.

I for one, am a believer.

2006-08-19T04:37:00.000Z

The non smoking gun - terror plots to crash over 20 planes foiled

Okay seriously ? Do you believe? Al Queda are foiled in a plan to use liquid explosives to bring down planes across the west?
Come on.
This is Al Queda who planned 911 over twenty, 20, yes twenty! years. And now we catch them red handed?
Yet John Prescott our deputy prime minister has already said some of the 24 will be released and were not that bad after all.
Think people think!
You are being duped. You are also being distracted from othe rmajor news. Such as Israels illegal use of cluster munitions in civillian areas. Such as the fact North Korea may be preparing for an underground nuclear weapon test.
Yes North Korea - who have flagrantly violated every nuclear treaty there is. But no forget that. Its Iran we are after just now. They violate nuclear treaties by attempting to harness and grow nuclear energy.
So in the meantime, our airports are again delayed and subject to ridiculous levels of security.
But of course this all supports our efforts our battle against the war on terror. The need for ID cards. More stringent controls. Less freedoms.

Why are we being told imminent plots lie ahead? When no one has been successful in over 5 years? Oh we had Madrid and London?
Have you yet compared these acts of terrorism to what the IRA achieved in the UK ?
As you will start to rapidly see - Al Queda are not the network of strentgh and evil they are made out to be.

They have damaged less than ETA or the IRA, if you want to score property and body count as a measure.

Yet they have lost Afghanistan and Iraq? 2 countries !

Not really a group or a cause you would join is it?

Oh but muslims are fanatics?

Are they?

Were the Germans not led to beleive the Jew was a problem? Anyone note a similarity in democracy to the third reich?

Evil muslims seek to hurt and destroy us?

So why no hate crimes? Why no random shooting sprees from devotees?
Why only failed atttempts now when they managed to achieve 911?

Because our security suddenly got better?

No its not - reporters - children - etc have all arrived on board airplanes - bypassing security

So if its that easy ?

Why no results?

The only real terror I see on the news is the possibility - the reminder - the idea it happened before it will happen again - the building up for the inevitable I told you so scenario

And all this time our fuel prices rise.....

Al Queda are not profiting from this. So who is?

Who is making the money on increased fuel prices?

And after 5 years - fiiiiiiiiive years - why can osama bin laden hide so long?

Prepare yourself people - as many of us are starting to doubt the terror threat.

A bigger and brighter terror threat must therefore appear to support the myth, and its coming. The first nuclear terrorist act is slowly taking shape. The world when it winesses such an act will not stop any form of retaliation.

All you need is an excuse and a smoking gun. We are being controlled by a fear of something that does not exist.

2006-08-07T03:28:00.000Z

Dawn musings of a cigarette smoking beer drinker

Well this is an early morning blog really. Just a ramble at 4.30 am. See this is what happens to the unemployed, we end up here rambling into the depths of the pit known now as cyberspace. Such is the speed of soundbites and tags in this modern century.
I have been working on preparing material for new videos. I have also purchased some gifts to myself from amazon for new footage to use. Another 40 pounds spent to DVDs that will help future videos.
Musically - I have listened over and over to Bob Dylans - Like a Rolling Stone. I really am starting to create a kind of 20th century montage for this soundtrack. It is utterly genius the song itself. Quite possibly one of the greatest tracks ever written. I do see this music in 100 years time being looked upon as we now today analyze beethoven and mozart to death.
Its a tremendous track.

Well in spite of these ramblings I smoke and drink far too much at this time. This in itself is expected considering recent changes and circumstances. The recent changes and so on that i hint now toward are in part why I tend to abuse myself at this time in this way. However the positive in this is I have noted work for more video edits. And I now have about 12 planned ahead for the future in total.
Does our ideas come out of self despair and musing? Do we need to seek some form of abuse or feeling that puts us in a more receptive mood to conjour idea? And again even in that, what is an idea? Does it belong to us? Is it creativity? Is it a true idea or simply nothing more than a musing or some kind of folly?
Do we not bear the illusion of creativity in our own wanderings that themselves are influenced by our present states and time?
Why is it that i find this time of day more appealing? The birds outside begin to announce the coming dawn and rising sun at this time approaching 5am BST
The sky lightens, the world still slumbers around me, but begins at this time to stir. People now wake with hopes, dreams, perhaps? Or do they wake now out of the ongoing necessity of life itself. Disciplined by the work they must face, the earnings they must seek, These things themselves governed by the choices they have previously set in motion. Choices which they themselves never had total control or choice of direction and decision over.
I enjoy this space and this time now. I am free at this time to muse and bewilder on such frivilant idea. My own freedom but an illusion of the choices I have made at this time.
But i find comfort in that at this time. Relaxation and drift perhaps. The time, the space, the place even to allow the wandering of my own mind.
All of this however governed by other choices. By honesty of laziness, alcoholic indulgence, and the general fact I have no job to go to so have nothing better to do than sit and experience this moment and write it here. Or try to describe it. Or possibly not, but merely ramble about it until the nonsensical attitude of whatever it is that makes the key of its inspirational source reveal itself in some form of new found mysticism unto me.

Is this what happened to the poets and musings of the past? Did they simply have more time to ponder the world that moves around them? Or did they too simply choose to drop out for a while and let themselves indulge in the ridiculous and entertain the mind into thinking it has some sense to its own bewilderment?

Its true now at this time I smoke and drink far too much. As I grow older now the alarming bells of alcoholic ring aside those of cancer. What do these bells and alarms keep me from? Do they keep me from an impending decay of life or do they steal me away from the gift of a sudden death?

Perhaps this is simply the musing melancholy of the past few hours looking into the videos i wish to edit and create in time. These reflections of humanity as a whole, these ideas that reflect or at least try to reflect, an image of our changing times our world as it rolls past. A 5 minute cut that gives those who have no time to experience these moments, to almost give up on ones self, to share the moments few of us see as we sleep waiting on the alarm ringing us into the discipline of the choices we made.
However I like to be, even it is for a few moments in time, outside that loop. Awake here and now without any due care or attention. Like a driver asleep at the wheel. The gradual change in colour of the sky outside my window becomes a cherished beauty to compete with the wonders of the world in its simplicity. The tones of the sky start to change and awaken the surrounding world to its daily chores. The cycle turns again and barely do we take time to notice, to drop out, and just let it go for what it is.
The clouds outside that pass over and bring the rising sun of dawn are they the clouds of the previous night on some other side of the world? Do they still hold the dreams of the previous night on some other side of this world? Did they pass the sleeping people who now in a different time zone busy lead?
Is this moment itself but to seek the life they not a folly for anyone other than myself? As surely no other can feel and share what I feel now at this time? Therefore in itself these musings, these words bear but an illusion to a concept and an image lost and gone by the time its published. Does it then just serve to be some kind of therapeutic sharing with an unknown observer in the digital age?
All of these questions and suggestions bear not the need for answer or definition. For in them there is nothing to be found or defined. In the language and discipline that force them into being the very rules of which in itself defines the fact that there is no possible explanation to the reason for them being at all.
But should you ever come across this whoever you may be. I urge you one thing to share or experience. Let go yourself and stop your job. Stop your responsibilities. And just once take the time to tire yourself and stay awake until the early hours of dawning. Take the time just once to forget your needs, your disciplines, your laws built by your choices. And simply take that time to rise with the dawning sun. To look out into the sky as it changes colours and hints toward the day it prophesises before you. Watch it change from the dull to the enlightened form. Listen to the birds who follow this ritual each day. Listen to the first drones of air traffic as the daily flight program begins again. Listen to the passing vehicles as they gain speed and density. Take time to be the one who hears the world around you awake, as you begin to feel the need to sleep.

Watch the street lights dip out and switch off for the light of day as it begins to overrule as the shift changes in distant power stations take place. See that strange colour as the dark of night fades through grey to the blue of morning.
Think of nothing more than what the morning sky carries as it passed through the night. Think of the people and the time zone those skies passed to reach you. Think of the world vibrant and alive in far away places that already saw this hours ago. And think of those still in the dark awaiting the turn of this vast globe to the light.
Hear the morning calls of the birds in the air as they rush to meet the new day.
Take time once in a while to forget your own self and let go to the motion that has existed since before you were, and will exist long after you are gone.
Realise now in this time that your own self and those around you simply pass this world as it turns and looks at the sun each day.
And in this time , in this moment write your own musings, and your own feelings of how it has come to pass for you. And then sleep in the day. For tomorrow itself will never come. And that the today you now sleep in will pass over you , and arise again, in your own tomorrow.

2006-08-06T13:51:00.000Z

AH POOK IS HERE !

I have released a new video onto youtube today. Ah Pook the Destroyer.

Its a tribute to both the Hiroshima victims and William Burroughs understanding of this also. William was arrested in 1972 for spraying the words Ah Pook is here on a New York Subway. His graffiti may have been correct in its prophecy.

The Mayan God - Ah Pook - is the destroyer. Ah Pook is the God who will end all things and destroy the known universe when all things come to an end. The reason Burroughs commented on this in the way he did I think was reflective of the times.

Some people today think we are in the times of Revelations and Armageddon. Simply so did the Mayans prophesies this time. The doomsday has been set to December 21, 2012.

So have we invited the destroyer into our world? Is Ah Pook really here? I tend to think many people around the world today and those in the Middle East, may even think they have seen Ah Pook, the destroyer. But many religious philosophy and doctrines preach a sense of closure or destruction. I do not share the growing idea in people that we are simply waiting till we destroy ourselves.

Nuclear devastation, some super virus, Artificial Intelligence, Asteroid impacts, global warming, pollution. Many people assume these things are simply waiting to kill us all off. I find it strange there is almost an accepted matter of fact attitude that we will one day end ourselves, but its ok because it won`t happen so soon.

Humans ingenuity, greed, hunger, and passion is a remarkable thing. It is something to take from the people of Hiroshima who witnessed their own armageddon, that they stood together and rebuilt upon the devastation. To me this is the human endeavour, the courage and the spirit in us. We have been obsessed by the stars since the dawn of time. It is perhaps our destiny that we are the first being on this planet that through its technology , can seek refuge in the depths of space.

Science fiction perhaps yes? But the small steps to the moon and mars are our first. These steps show us we can break the breach and control or even change our destiny of doom.

As we play with the toys of genetics and particle acceleration it would seem we are becoming Gods ourselves, no?

Many of us may think in time we will grow too big for our boots. I have more hope in our ability and will to survive than that. No matter how hard, how tragic, we are a people, a species, that is driven to its very brink to survive at all costs. We are remarkable beings in our infancy emerging through our adolescence.

I hope though people enjoy my video as always, and today I hope a few remember Hiroshima. Today with all the conflict going on our news channels, it would be interesting if just for 10 minutes, they could stop and remember Hiroshima. Remember people who experienced the hate of the atom. Felt the heat of the Sun itself. And saw a light no man had witnessed in anger before. 80 000 people died from this day. In the quiet perhaps we could hear the silent scream as the atom broke. Perhaps we could see how far we have gone and can go again in our differences. Sadly enough for many reasons these thoughts and feelings are not encouraged in our world. Because of profits and those who can wage wars. Politics and greed. All these things slow and hinder the development of us reaching out to a much higher understanding of ourselves. But for today, this world is still them and us.

I ask today, we think of them.

2006-08-02T20:08:00.000Z

Just another day again

Well Im currently waiting on my car returning from the garage, no doubt tomorrow, with a huge bill. Agh! But it has to be done I guess as I am too lazy to cycle everywhere.
Been lazing about again today and spending most of my time on You Tube as ever these days. Some great work and videos on there. I still have another video to finish which I will release on the 6th August. And even more than that I have about another 5 videos on the sketchboard slowly collecting footage and layouts for. So ideally August should see a good few videos released.
The pressing issue now is I really need to get a job to get some money rolling again. Even more pressing than that is I do not want a job! I just don't like wasting 8 hours a day doing something I don't want to do. So people say well do something that you want to do! Well I don't know really what I want to do and I would like the time and money to be able to find out. It is not that easy though, if only it were so simple eh?
I guess this gland problem is also making me feel lethargic and generally down as well. It seems now to be affecting my throat and each day if I swallow, sneeze, or eat food I am in agony.
Listerine !

Listerine the mouthwash is just evil! For god sake I would be better using Vodka and white spirit to clean out my horrendous gob! My god I used it earlier and it was like fire! I was almost sick and gagging with the reaction it seemed to take with this ailment.

However - the good old anti biotics seem to be doing what they are meant to do and have reduced it slightly - but I still feel it will get lanced if I get an appointment with the ENT clinic.
I hate the idea simply as I utterly hate needles. I mainly hate the idea of someone else skewering a gland in my mouth with a long needle. If it is going to hurt then I would much rather do it myself and I am sure they could point me in the right dir

2006-08-02T00:32:00.000Z

Israel - the middle east - and man what in the hell ?

Well I finished a video just 2 days back now really on this topic after spending most of the day reviewing the news and the web. There is a lot of websites I use to catch up on the news mainly as its a lot more interesting. And it doesn't have that manufactured information feel to it I think Sky and CNN etc broadcast.

So anyway I put together a video to express what in the hell is going on. That's how I feel about it. And at the risk of being antisemitic I really think Israel has got away with far far too much.

I am not talking about now I am talking about years of news. In the past I have seen Israeli soldiers, and this was broadcast on the news, shoot at Palestinian kids throwing rocks. I remember 3 were killed by 50mm mounted machine gun fire! These kids were no older than 15.
Throwing rocks. At an armoured Jeep. With a 50mm mounted machine gun. Have you seen how big a 50mm bullet is? Its big. Now that's going back years ago.
And I am not having a go at the Jew. Having a go at Israel etc. I am simply pointing out that I understand back then those kids may have become terrorists. Suicide bombers etc. But throwing rocks, and they get that?
Israel are a people who suffered losses in the millions during world war 2. Should then some compassion, some restraint not pass over?
If not then has all that suffering turned to hate, to vengeance, and to fear. If it has then to me its not long before they become the same and turn into Nazis themselves is it not?
Children who suffer abuse and cruelty are more likely to commit the same acts. This is what psychology teaches us. Is it not similar to a nation that has suffered?

I believe the force and quickness to strike and as a result cause such death and chaos, can only warrant the breeding of future hate and anger.

Are these lands not that of god? To all religions, Muslim, Jews, and gentiles alike?
Does it not take more strength and courage to bridge the gaps of years of hate and horror, than the strength to deploy your air forces, or your rockets.

This isn't a defence of the poor Hezbollah. They too are capable of terror and horror and strike at the innocents too. All of them seem to be killing each for what?

Mostly for the past. Because in the past they killed someone's brother, sister, father etc. And this is true of both sides. But religion itself raises questions of intolerance. Lack of change or understanding.

Did Mohammed hate and preach murder and vengeance? Did David? Did Christ?
Does Adonai reward those who spill the blood of life?
What if we turned on religion? Would it not be a start? Instead of lay down your arms how about lay down your God?

As all I have seen is over a thousand years of bloodshed and pain. Misery and vengeance that breeds from race to race, generation to generation.

How soon before we put a people as a line in the sand, and annealed them for good? Will that achieve a peace? What will we learn from this?

History has shown us the strength of hatred. The Romans. The Nazis. Now is it Democracy?

This is not about blaming sides. Its about the realisation on all sides as human beings we face far greater threats than our own philosophy and beliefs.
If we continue to choose to resolve this by hatred and tactical bombing, then we are simply waiting for the new Rome to arise.

Remember people are making money from this. Oil prices are rising. Weapons and the technology behind them is being sold. Even medicines are on demand.

Then after the destruction is the profits of construction.

Think seriously about those who are gaining from all of this. They are never on the news being blamed for disproportionate use of force. They are never on the news for breaching human rights.

Why ?

They are too busy selling TV sets.....

2006-07-29T19:05:00.000Z

Well this is me

Currently unwell with a swollen sublingual salivary gland. Very basically that means I have a sore gob!

On anti biotics that im sure are normally prescribed to horses! The tablets are huge. However my body is so full of anti bodies now I can no doubt sleep around in Thailand !

I have not worked on my video for a little bit as I aminly gathering footage I require for it as well as images to overlay onto the video. Ideally I plan to finish the almost final cut soon as I want to release the video on the 6th August.

The pain in my face just now is a nightmare. Its aggravated if I eat anything - and hence my appetite has gone down and Ive lost some weight as well. It just gets better !

Theres nothing deep or meaningful I want to say today at all really or else I will just ramble on and waste time here typing into a blog hole that no one ever reads anyway!

Im going off to watch the news, perhaps more X files - love the series - and generally relax before I end up carving out this gland with a spoon ! As surely that seems like it would be less painful than it is at this time.

:)